two years later and i still torture myself with memories.
the last time I was a counselor for this camp, I was almost a homewrecker and it opened my eyes to reality and I ended up self-sabotaging my own relationship at the time. now it’s a completely different group and before training started I was scared that the staff wouldn’t be as awesome. unfortunately I was completely wrong and this group is almost just as great, if not more. this time around, however, I’m a completely different person and I know myself a lot better now. so far, the girl I’m most attracted to is in a relationship but I have a lot more self control now so I’m definitely not going to be a homewrecker but fortunately I don’t have a relationship of my own to sabotage but because of my self control, I’m too good to be selfish this time around. i just wanted to tell tumblr that I feel more comfortable this year at camp and when I look back at this post in the future, I’ll be able to say that I just had a lot of fun without the worries of hurting anyone. can I get a haiillllll yeeeeee????
i was just a kid back then. i would be so much better now. but i know that just ill have to be better for the next girl.
everything always leads back to you. gosh darn it! summer needs to get here already so i can stay busy doing nothing! lol
Meet my baby, Darla. Just living the dream. #DarlaWRXwagon #Subaru #Subie #bugeye #boxerengine #NASIOC
i don’t think anyone will ever understand how much i still care for you. knowing that you are still here with us makes me so excited to see how happy your future is and i’m very glad that you will have that opportunity to still have a future.